Forever With You

푸른 아침에
이른 햇살보다도 더 비치는
달콤한 사랑에
나 느끼는 네 사랑
봐도 또 보고 싶은
들어도 들어도 항상 기쁜
사랑스런 너의 이름아

Love in the Ice

It's not your fault those hands are freezing
Borne from those childish days, you carry the scars
Are you afraid to love someone?
You pretend not to see the other side of the words

Everyone is searching for a place
That can heal their sadness and loneliness
So for you, that place is here
Don't be afraid, don't hesitate anymore, because I'll protect you

Oh Ma Baby

yo 어느 눈부신 햇살이 빛나던 날
그댄 우연처럼 다가왔죠 참
순수했어요 우린 첫 눈에 끌려 둘이
만나서 헤어질 때까지  꼭 잡고 있던 손
기억하죠 설레던 첫 키스도 
매일 주고받았던 그 편지들도 uh

떠난 그댈 붙잡지 못했던 지난날로 돌아
갈 수만 있다면 나 두번 다신 안 놓친다
지친다 ; 힘에 겨워 오늘도 fallin
너무 밉다 ; 이런 내 자신이 싫어진다

RESET

넌 이제 정말 아무렇지 않냐면서 넌 이따금 별 일 아닌 듯 내게 묻지
정말 내가 아무렇지 않아 보이니? 그러니?
난 아직도 너를 보면 가슴이 아파 금새라도 눈물이 쏟아질까 봐
애써 난 바보처럼 웃고 있는 걸 모르니?
이젠 어떻게 너와 내가 (다시 예전처럼 친구일 수 있니?) 정말 그럴 수 있니? 그런 거니?

Tell Me Why

At first I just needed someone
That person was you
But I didn't know until after you left
Now I visit your homepage a hundred times a day
But you really don't think about me again

Our love was supposed to be the beginning
But the ending was like anything else
If you have not met me each time I met you
If you had not known me you wouldn't know
You were happy and joyful and the world wouldn't feel anything

Over

I sacrificed everything for you
You were my everything...
All the mornings we spent together,
All the promises that we made to be with each other forever

It was too perfect to be forever
It was too sweet to doubt
It was so precious, I had nothing else to say but 'I love you'
You know our love well dont you?
Now all thats left is just puppy love
There are so many things left unsaid in my mind that I wanna say
Where did all our promises go?
I wonder if I should just let you go in order for our happiness
You got too far for us to be close again
It seems like we just met yesterday
I cant believe you left me like this
Its too late now.. (over)

Tik Tok

Nobody knows 내가 매일 너를 이렇게 원하는걸
무대 뒤에서 널 안을때마다 내 가슴이 터지는걸

사람들 앞에서 우린 어색하게 인사하지만
돌아서고나면 너를 제일 잘 아는건 나잖아

아무도 몰래 사랑하는게 니가 정말 내 여자라는게
매일 나를 너무 미치게 해 이렇게 너를 너를 원해

Nobody knows 너와 내가 매일 이렇게 사랑하는걸
너 아닌 누구도 들어올 자린 없는걸 내 가슴에

Alice in Wonderland !! 

He says my outings have been successful.. I'm pretty good at organising last minute things LOL but WHY is it I can never round up any girls to come?? the last 2 I wasnt really meant to organise.. I just told one person and they expected me to gather people.. BUT WE WERE BOTH MEANT TO DO IT! .. ahhh >_> but yeahh ... why is it.. they're only successful because I can get at least a few people to come... even if they're all guys? lol .. that's lame... ehh

Transport & movies is costing me so much lately.. always with the movies huh?



If You Come Into My Heart - MBLAQ ft C.LUV

If I walk near the you that turns around and gets farther away
Don’t turn away from me
I wonder if you don’t know my heart or know but still do it
Time is just passing by.

[Joon]
You who left me, You who turned around
I pray that I can catch

[Seungho]
someday I say you and I will be together
If you take me in then

I would run I would fly
If you came into my heart
then I would stay next to you like river water flows
If you came into my heart

Please hold my hand
Hug me for now
You leaving like a butterfly
wanna my heart up inside
don’t have to say goodbye bye
I can’t let you go

[Joon]
You who left me, You who turned around
I pray that I can catch

[Seungho]
someday I say you and I will be together
If you hug me then

[GO]
You that shook my heart up so much
You know I can’t leave
[Seungho] Look at me Don’t ever let go
The two hands that are holding on now

credits: mir-ified @ absolutemblaq

gahh Khun has a really nice jawline! would never have guessed but he really does lol



haha that's a really weird photo I know but its the only one that shows his jawline so well!! LOL haha coz his face always looks so round & cute haha what's weird is that even though he looks like a halfie.. he looks western but not like the western-looking guys I know... he has this cute western image? lol all the western looking ones I've seen can look pretty but they still reflect a more .... strong manly image? I know thats really weird considering the ones I actually know lmao but yeahh... I found that was interesting enough to share.. lmao not reallly.. but theres nothing going on.. okay lets put my GD900 to work and upload the few pictures I took on my outings ey?

Adrien's birthday @Norita! WITH NINJA ASSASSIN PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND!!
These boys look a little too happy playing with Jenga blocks..


camwhoring with my camera because GD900 is absolutely awesome


Dinner at an expensive korean/Japanese bbq place!


The cake Gina bought! too bad I didnt get a picture with the gifts.. but yeah =) they were awesome!


Lovely group pic x)


dinner at Sheraton hotel for family friend's birthday!


celebrating their 18th & 19th respectively


uhm.. its Yoona & Junho scandals!! LOL jks


Yeh realised I'm not in any of the ones from my phone lol haha this was such a messy post >_> maybe I should learn the art of camwhoring ey? .... ==;sorry I cant flip the photos either =X

starting uni tomorrow =( I wonder how much things will change.. since I'm not even AT uni so much, how many new people will I meet? lol ahh I miss seeing people casually everyday.. or at least once a week.



That's exactly my expression right now...its funny because in the other photos there are people blurred in the background, but in this photo he's completely lonely =( again conveying my sense of belonging loneliness LOL

OMG I'M SO PISSED BECAUSE NINJA ASSASSIN ISNT EVEN GETTING AIRED IN AUSTRALIA!! and I've been waiting for ages!! ever since they released pics of Rain training in that huge place with all the mats and everything!! IT WAS MEANT TO COME OUT NOVEMBER 25! but it didnt!! and then it was confirmed March 4th in Australia BUT NOW I DONT EVEN THINK IT'S GOING TO BE SHOWN!!! D< how lame!! Though I'm glad I got to see at least kid Raizo, teenage Raizo & Rain Raizo at Norita .... though NO SOUND! but ehh... better than nothing.. Lee Joon doesnt look that bad bald! ^^; he looks better in action than in the photos though haha even Adrien said he looked hott lmao

anyways moving on; 是啊! 现在有一点开心吧 ~ 有人说 你就能夠明白 我默默的愛 ~~

Today wasnt such a bad day. I didnt get lost at uni at least! and I met an international student called J or he said I could call him J O_O from korea! I didnt get my laptop back but I'll just say that the two asian Acer guys are nice =) Just a picture to add because I am accustomed to adding pictures now O_O" little bit blurry but doesnt he look a bit like Fish Donghae?

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
The seriousness of your love:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are very serious about relationships
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : If you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will fall deeply
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Beautifully in love
Your views on education:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can
The right job for you:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Independence is important to you

ahh quite weirdly true ..independence is important to me but ..I'm not very independent myself.. though I'm trying to change that ==

yeahh.. okay I feel a bit better today.. iono ... all that angst lol whatever doesnt really matter I realise... I guess it shouldnt.. =\ need to be more independent!! I suppose I want to go overseas again anyways lol ^^; even to Malaysia after first semester would be good.. yeahh whatever.. no need to lose self right? screw the asian lol I regret not going to unsw though.. ahah not apart of the asian community now lol ah well haha

side note:// I have shorts that sag =(

but .. this is what I need right now lol a hug like that...  from him ^^

hey look the date's 16 as well!! ... anyways OMFG GOT MY LG GD900 CRYSTAL TODAY!!! WOO!! but I'll go camwhore later when I get my laptop back too BETTER BE SOON... or until my phone is fully charged for 14hrs+ !!!!! 

BUT... yay .. sooey's converted to mblaq now! ish... well its easier to get her to watch their shows & stuff AND she doesnt hate Lee Joon no more!! 8D seriously how could you hate Lee Joon?! he's so likeable & fun! ^^; he's becoming my favourite! ...why am I liking him so much now?! ==  SINCE WHEN WAS I SWAYED BY CHOCOLATE ABS?! nono .. it's his smile lol .. so much like GD!! not really in the WAY that they look.. but the WAY they both smile ^^; plus evisu is really awesome! I want evisu jeans!!